it's been months sence i've seen her,
it's been weeks sence we spoke,
yet every time my mind falls on you,
my whole day seems to end up broke.

you rejected me almost 4 years ago,
my heart still hasent given up on us,
if i had years to let you go and restart,
you would still hold my heat and trust.

I am always told that i need to forget,
I am always told that there is no chance,
but something inside telles me different,
and the pain returns like a silver lance.

I could always make you laugh,
I can help you not to cry,
I will always show you love,
and i hope my heart wont fry.

this painfull happyness can never stop,
till a sun can come and warm my skin,
but im scared that the shade will cool me forever,
with this strange form of love we are in.

((to kacie... you will always have my friendship, trust, and a peice of my heart))